ma beb

hari ini ntip got his UAI.. and the result was so devastating. huh...
tapi mo gimana lagi. he had done a really hardwork on studying tho'. huh sedih jadinya ya?
but this noon, he tried to have some fun, just for moi.! i feel bad for him, but i take his sacrifices.
just now he cried. i cant take it and foremost i cant do anything for him.
so here i am, literally, sitting at the corner of his bedroom, trying to make him laugh, but i only got his glance and a lil bit of smile.
well at least i'm trying, with all those stupid gesture, and reshaping my face, it doesn't work. just worth a smile, but i'm happy.
honestly, i get so nervous and my stomach feel constipated when he's crying.
it happened like the other day when he cried over stupid joke he made, cuz he started to pissed me off with his silly joke, while my head so stuffed up with all those stupid accounting calculation! shit.
but as usuall, when we fuss and fighting, we end up kissing! lol. =p
stop crying babe, you know i'll be there by your side- always! aite?
cheers darling! =)
love you..

xoxo