sixth day...

The sixth day of my hols, has been such a good day. Better than the other day. Today is the day when tj arrived here in Jakarta. After months passed by, finally we can really meet each other today for the first time. Miss her so much! Lol
This morning I stayed at home til’ like around 2 o’clock, then tj called me then asked me out with her. I went to her house, and waited there for her to take a shower. Then we straight away went to Kelapa Gading mall. We hang around there, find something to eat. We ate Teppanyaki. Well actually at first we planned to eat something that cant be found at Sydney nor Canada. But we tempted by Teppanyaki. Lol. Then her friend named Hengky came and joined us. Then I decided to went back home. Tj and Hengky dropped me home, then they went to some other place. Today is my sist birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! Mmuacchh..
Steve called me couple of time today. Well it’s quite a big number, but I’m happy for that. Sometimes he act like a lil’ kid which annoys me a lot, but that’s cute! I like it. Lol.
Umph. Nothing much to write today.

I miss you beb.. so much!!!! feel so bored here. it's better there than here.
wanna go home soon!!!

5th day of hell-hols.

The fifth day in this hellish town… today can be called as a not-really-dull day. Today my sist a.k.a cousin who employed as a secretary in one the-infamous company in Jakarta. She’s supposed to attend the meeting with her boss and others which I don’t know. Instead of doing so, she excused herself for not going for work because of a chronic diarrhea. Even so my mom joined to be one of her excuser. My mom called my sist’s boss and told him all the lame excuses. The thing is, if someone from your family-which can be called as an eldest {mom, dad, aunt, uncle, or grandparent} make an excuses for you to escape from the dodgy meeting or a really boring class, it usually works! That’s why, be friend with the eldest! Lol. So since she’s home, we planned to give us our beauty-therapy. We went to a beauty clinic for facial. {Facial = pinching your pimples} lmao. Every time I go to any clinic for a facial, at first I always thought that it’s going to be GREAT! Apparently, it’s the whole level of torturing yourself. {Mike, for sure.. it’s worse than getting your nipple pinched! Lol} and another disastrous thing is the after-facial. Your whole face, it’s swollen like dozen bees stung your face. All I want to do was covering my face. I wish I had the ninja thingy. {You noe what I mean!!}. Then we went to eat our lunch at the “Bakmie Pinangsia”. Sydney also has one, but not as good as the one here. But you should try the one at Sydney; it’s at Kingsford nearby the Oporto. à I guess. After eating, my mom asked me to come with her to buy the toilet sink. And we have to WALK in a sunny-dusty evening. That’s the 2nd level of torturing yourself. It’s just a so not a good thing to walk under the sun, at 1200 sharp in the evening. Plus it’s Indonesia! The sun is so unfriendly. Lol. {sorry for being such a miss complaint, but you’ll be if you’re here}. Shortly, we went to my dad’s office after that, chit-chat a lil bit, then went straight home. Nothing much to do for the whole afternoon.
Around 6 o’clock, my friend named Ivan called me. He asked me out for dinner. We went to one of my favorite food stall nearby my house called “Mie Chelsea” {another noodle restaurant. I’m a noodle addict.}. the shitty thing, I forgot to bring my wallet, so he has to paid the bill for me. Then we straight away went to the “Roti Panggang” stall. {they sell toast!}. I ate “Pisang Bakar Coklat” [it’s just a roast banana with chocolate on it]. It tastes really good! I spent Rp. 20,000 for all of those. See I spent thousands for food! I’m rich man! Lol. We straight went back home after that. Bytheway, we gossiped about our stupid friends, and bitches who apparently used to be my friend! Be she deserved to be called as a BITCH!
Steve called me today. He sounds so sad. Maybe it’s because he’s just too tired after all the study for his final exam which will be held the coming week [I guess…] and another reason is, he misses me! I miss you too beb. =(
I feel so bad. It feels like I’m leaving his behind. But what can I do!?! I feel a lil’ bit guilty, and even more after his phone call. But I do deserve a good holiday, don’t I? after all dodgy semester I’ve been thru, I deserve something like this right??
Just want to make it clear with you beb. I miss you so much. And I feel so bad to leave you there. The thing is, I want to be with you all the time, but I do have family and friends which I left behind the other day. So it’s normal if I want to see them and have fun. It’s not that I don’t want to stick with you, it’s just that I really need time to spent with someone I used to spent my time with. So please understand me. I know you’ve been such a wonderful loyal patient understanding boyfriend I’ve ever had, and I’m grateful for that. So just be patient there. I also can’t wait to see you again. It’s just one month, and I’ll spent like another 2 years with you there. Ok hon? Miss you so much!!!

p.s I love you.. xoxo

Fourth Day

as what i wrote for the title, today is the fourth day.. still long long way to go til i get back to feel the cold crisp air of sydney rather than this hellish hot weather of Jakarta! lol.
today, i went for church around 11 o'clock, means it's around 2 o'clock there in Sydney. I managed to call some of my friends to inform them that i'm around. they quite SURPRISE, and start calling me. idiot! dont noe what time your friend will coming back! lol.
Nothing much for today actually, i went to the church which located at Kelapa Gading. It's quite near from my house. Takes 15-20 minutes drive. ~that's considered as near, since Jakarta so damn packed, and traffic jam quite an usual view. I miss my friend back there in Sydney and also Steve... Mikey send me msg today, he called me Princess after several times! lol. asked me how things going here. as usual, start to do a lil bit of his 'thing', said "poor steve got so much study and his wife ran away!" ... idiot! you can replace me for a while mike! lol.
move on to the story of the day. I went to the mall after church, and literally i hunted for FOOD! i forced my mom to eat at one of my favorite restaurant there called "Taichan"... it's actually Japanese restaurant with no Japanese environment at all. kinda wierd! ahha. i ate the "Gyu Aona" ~if you don't know what the hell is that, it's a noodle served with COUPLE of meat and also some Bok Choy. lol!
after lunch, i decided to walk around a bit from store to store. kinda miss liying for this kind of stuff! lol. i searched for clothes and jeans, etc. ended up buying nothing! that's a good thing. lol
i also went to Guess shop to buy my Mom's clutch for my cousin's wedding party, but apparently my mom doesn't really like any of them! well, i almost buy myself a watch which quite shockingly expensive.! lately, it has been such a shocking time for me. I found that all stuff here comes out with BIG number. unlike in Sydney! lol. idiot me... the watch cost Rp. 1,700,000.. big number right?? lol.
i felt so tired after all, so we headed home. but on my way back, my mom asked me to drop her to one of a huge grocery shop there called "MACRO" -> of course it's big! it's macro not micro! {that's lame-o} lol.
she bought a huge mattress!... for whatever reason, she bought it! lol
Steve called me, and you can really predict what he said.. "I Miss you!!"
we as a matter of fact, ME TOO!!! you have no idea how much i miss you!! even just now, i actually fell asleep, and i started to dream about you! so don't you ever called that i dont care! i'll smack your big fat ass! , well maybe i'll tell mike to! {i noe you happy to hear this Mike!}
i'm going to go online now with him. totally miss him!! {not you Mike...} totally will spit everything to him.. all story, excitement, irritatement!! lol. i'm so excited to talk to him!
miss youu!!!!! xoxo

the third day

hey,, today is the third day me in Jakarta.. as usuall, it's HOT! hehe
ok, here's the story for today. this morning, i woke up really damn late since it's Saturday and totally got nothing to do, since all my friend left me behind to watch Ocean Thirteen which i desperately wanna watch! asshole. what kind of friendd!!!!! *screaming*
well, the fact was i couldn't go anyway.. because Saturday is me and my dad's day! so today we went to my favourite restaurant, called "Raja Kuring". It's located at the city.. so it takes 30 mins from my house by car.. anyway, i feel a lil bit nervous to drive here.. lol!
Arrived at the restauran sooooo late... *typical me*. and i was sure enough that my dad a lil' bit pissed off. but he managed to calm down, and i managed to calm myself from nervous of getting him scolded me. lol.
i ate my favorite food.. it's a fish~ taste sooo good. called "Ikan Patin Tauco Cabe" *sllrrpp*...
and 2 other foods. It's broccolli and Crab. whatever it is, Taste so GOOD!
we finished around 3, so we went straight home... arrived home, we hang around together ~not in the living room~ in the bedroom. We watched tv, yet apparently it's not "WE" that watched the TV... it's only ME! my dad fell asleep, and SNORED!!! mygod! pleaassee......
around 430, my mom asked me to get ready, because we had to go to my cousin's house.
i arrived there at 6+.... and it's packed! no place to sit somemore.. actually none of my cousins noe that i arrived at 7th of June at Jakarta, so most of them were surprise! that's good then....
the food there, it's horrible.. doesn't really taste that good. even the "scruffy murphy's rump steak" taste better! but still i ate that since i was so damn starving! lol.
the house is massive... it's great! but i hate the weather today.. today just too much! the HOT was totally unbearable... dying for sydney! huhu.... have fun liying!
i spent hours there, chit chat with my girls. miss them a LOT! can't wait to see them again.!
other than that, it was okay~ my aunties told me that "i'm FAT!!" shit.. that's such a dissapoinment for ME! hell no i'm FAT! totally need diet... means, so NOT enjoying my hols here...! huhu...
Got back home around 1046, i went to buy another food, called "Sate Padang" ... damn good! miss that so muchh....
not as much as i miss HIM! =(
he called me today, and he sounds so sad. i dont noe why, maybe he misses me a LOT! that's a good thing to noe that there's someone waiting there for you... love you! i MISS you too....
so much.!
and these days has been so hard for us to contact each other.. the internet connection back in Sydney, sucks! and also the one here.! daamnn slow! .. so he called me several times, then we msg each other! miss him a lot... want to see his face..! maybe later.!

p.s: my mom such a fussy-tiny-wittyy!!! hate her sometimes... she just can't stop scolding me... "so mom's typical!!" damn!! whatver!!!

i miss YOU beb!!!

Home, "hell" home..

hey guyss!! miss you already.! btw, for the whole month, my blog will be a FULL-Text blog with no pictures in it.. but will definitely post the picture later.. kay?

Yesterday the 7th of June, early in the morning i woke up and prepared everything and packed it inside my bag.. apparently i almost forgot my grandpa's ham! he'll kill me if i did!
move on.. i went to the airport around 7.30 and it was raining so hard. with all the lightnings. so uncomfortable...
steve actually came with me to the airport and helped me to do the check-in thingy. and i literally forced him to stay there. *miss you*

after a couple of minutes of hugging each other, i let him go.! of course he asked me not to cry,. in fact i forced myself not to cry, at least in front of him. *sob* anyway, i went inside the custom and then find the counter which i can actually ask for a tax refund! hahah.
then i straight went to gate 34, in which suddenly changed to gate 32. damn you!
i was supposed to boarded around 9.30... but due to the sucks weather condition that day,, my flight got delayed for 2 hours. and the worse thing was, i drank my sleeping pill. i couldnt help my eyes anymore, then i decided to sleep on the floor in front of the gate.! lol. what ever..
finally after 2 hours, they let us walk inside the plane... and of course i arrived late at jakarta! but the 5 hours flight, it was all good! no turbulence, smooth take off and landing.. inspite of the nasty food, other than that, it's all good!
my dad picked me up at the airport then went straight away to my house, but couldnt find my mom... btw, actually 7th of June is her birthday, so I made a surprise for her.
my mom was at church at that time, so totally a really good time to surprise her! me and my cousins, went to the church to pick her up.. made a surprisee!! lol.
she was literally jumped for joy when she saw me... that's so good!
shortly, we went for dinner then straight away home. i miss steve so much!!!

Today is the first second day here, and today,, the weather just too HOT! i was sweating like a PIG!~~ all messed up...! i hate the weather, the people here who dont noe how to drive in a PROPER way! idiot..
but still have to hang on for another weeks.. *sigh* i noe i can do it! just HANG ON!
oh ya,, btw, i feel so happy for liying and mike.. Liying finally passed all her subject, which is a good thing! so she can enjoy her hols... ALONE! ppooorr you.. lol. and for mikey, i'm so happy for him that he can managed to escape from resit another semester there at freaking INSEARCH! so i just have to pray for him on ACCG> i noe you can do it mikey.. just imagined our university's life at UTS! all the clubs that we planned to join in. and all the stuffy stuff that we planned... we will have so much FUN! so you'll pass. and we will enjoy our laughters! best of luck mikey..

another one for steve.. i'm so deeply in such a dreadful feeling.. i miss you so bad, and i really want you to be here, which quite impossible, well i cant wait to go back there.... hugging you!! miss you.... mmuuach! xoxo.! study hard darl, for your exam! make me PROUD!

Wait For You - Elliot Yamin

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they
Keep runnin' down my face
Why did you turn away

[Interlude]
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy
(crazy)
How can you walk away
(When)
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby

What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me
You're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying

Baby why can't we just, just start all over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance
I can love you right
But you're telling me it won't be enough

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

[Interlude]
So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me
But I know it's a lie
What you're keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

[Chorus]
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you
I'll be waiting...

suffering

for the past few days, it has been such a HELL!!...
my whole body aching, i'm starting to fall sick in many different ways.
and the fucked up thing is, ASSIGNMENT! so much to do so little time...

i have to do the Statistic group assignment, which quite frankly turned out to be easy and nothing to worried about. but, i was so stress til' i wanna punch people in their face.! well, that's over now. I submitted today. Quite a relief.... *fiuh* now i can breathe a lil' bit...

but still SHIT HAPPENS.. still haven't finished my Law Reflective Journal *if you don't know what's that mean?? believe me, you don't wanna know!!"....
It's just too much! annoying, irritating, stressing... arghh!!!!!!!!! #%&(*&^%!@@#@$#$%^^&
PILE OF WORKSS!!! still have another FINANCE and IDIOT MARKETING!!!

SHIT.. i dont wanna fail! but howw?????????!!!!! it's just so freaking HARD!!
help me...... *believe in YOU, JC* (sob..)

this is totally my point of breaking down... i just can't figure any way out..
it's just stucked and blocked! whatever.... huhu!!

AAAAARGRGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!